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lyrics
GARDEN OF DESPAIR
Fading illusion
Drowning in the eddies of my mind
While I’m sitting here in silence
Bleeding poems to the blind
Drowning deep in sadness
For so many tears I shed
Before finally I spread my wings
Into emptiness I fled
CHORUS:
And you can meet me there
In my garden of despair
Underneath the oak I sit
Upon my broken heart I spit
Cause before I fall asleep
The child within me silent weeps
And should you fade away
There’s no need for me to stay
Source of frustration
Deep inside of my broken heart
Like a purulent laceration
Tears my inner self apart
Always I lived this false illusion
That everything will turn to gold
Finally came to the conclusion
Only pain itself unfolds
Clowns don’t smile behind their mask,
you don’t believe, then please do ask
(They)Lough away the tears they shed
until they finally drop dead
And even angels saint and pure
Crave the sinful and obscure
Hide their own monstrosity
Behind the mask of dignity
Was I a marionette in this comedy we play,
before living in this horror dream better let me fade away
Dying Illusion spin like a vultures ‘round my head
Feast upon a shattered dream and after all drop dead
CHORUS:
And you can meet me there
In my garden of despair
Underneath the oak I sit
Upon my broken heart I spit
Cause before I fall asleep
The child within me silent weeps
And should you fade away
There’s no need for me to stay